Well another year has gone by since this joyful holiday. Wishing everyone a happy 2009 Merry Christmas, Joyeux Noel, and Feliz Navidad as of 2 hours and 24 minutes ago! May your holiday be joyful and warm. If you are in the snow bundle up!

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Physically, what stands out?

13. Emotionally, what stands out?

14. Do you wish I was cooler?

15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

17. Am I lovable?

18. How long have you known me?

19. Describe me in one word.

20. What was your first impression?

21. Do you still think that way about me now?

22. What do you think my weakness is?

23. Do you think I'll get married?

24. What makes me happy?

25. What makes me sad?

26. What reminds you of me?

27. If you could give me anything what would it be?

28. How well do you know me?

29. When's the last time you saw me?

30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

31. Do you think I could kill someone?

32. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you? (I triple dog dare you!)

You say he's different because he sleeps with other guys. You say he unworthy of life because he chooses to kiss his lover on the street. You are scared he might come up to you and touch you in places you'd only let a girl go. You are an idiot...

Yeah he may be different from the rest but maybe he didn't choose to be. There's no controlling love. Maybe he's tried and tried to love a girl but found he could not. Maybe he hugs his pillow at night and cries because of all the mean taunts thrown at him during the day. Maybe he's scared and lonely inside. Maybe he wishes he were never born. Maybe he just wants someone to understand him and not run away. Maybe he just wants a friend.

Have you ever thought about that? Have you ever sat down and truely thought about his feelings? What if he was you? How would you feel if someone constantly turned away from you because you loved someone of the same gender. How would you feel if people didn't want you to live because you had sexual thoughts about your best friend in the locker room. How would you like it if people on the streets constantly walked by muttering "Fag." as they passed you.

If you are a homophobe, you should be ashamed of yourself...

Happy Birthday SaintNazaire. Today is the anniversery of your birth. You've lived 16 years. I wish you a happy birthday and may all your wishes come true today. I'm Sorry i can't get you much more than this. I hope you have a good birthday and please smile today for this is your day. I'm not sure what Jedi Level you are but today of all days you should feel like a Jedi Master. May the force be with you on this day. Just watch your back for all the people that want to shove cake in your face. Have a Happy Birthday!!!!
Lots of Hugs. Your best friend, Onyxrocks123.

As I sat down to collect my thoughts, I found a picture of an old friend. We've known each other since 1st grade but we don't talk now. She moved last year and I miss her now. She was a great friend, my partner in crime as we liked to call it. No, we didn't ever steal or actually commit a crime. It was more of a see what we could get away with kind of thing. I remember it like it was yesterday when we decided to add bubble bath to her jacuzzi. Oh what a fun mess it made. I have to laugh now at how childish we were. Oh and I can't forget the time we decided to paint and ended up getting more on ourselves than the paper. We were always there for each other no matter what happened. We vowed to be friends til the end, but things changed and we began to drift apart. She hung with her crowed and I with mine. She hung out with the bad people that would smoke or drink when they bummed a beer or cigarette and I was too busy chasing guys in my young girl ways with my friends to realize what was becoming of my old friend. It was only til the last day I saw her she told me she had been pregnant twice with guys four and five years older than her. I was blind to the fact she did drugs. If I could I'd go back in time but somehow, I cannot bring myself to regret the decisions we made because I know that we have learned from our mistakes...huh I wonder what she's doing now...maybe I'll call her...